Ramblings of a Ho

Monday, November 07, 2005

Why Georgia?

This song is a little too close to home, and very literal for me this week:

Why Georgia by John Mayer

I am driving up 85 in the
Kind of morning that lasts all afternoon
Just stuck inside the gloom
4 more exits to my apartment but
I am tempted to keep the car in drive
And leave it all behind

Cause I wonder sometimes
About the income
Of a still verdictless life

Am I living it right?
Am I living it right?
Am I living it right?
Why Georgia, why?

I rent a room and I fill the spaces with
Wood in places to make it feel like home
But all I feel's alone
It might be a quarter life crisis
Or just the stirring in my soul

Either way I wonder sometimes
About the outcome
Of a still verdictless life

Am I living it right?
Am I living it right?
Am I living it right?
Why Georgia, why?

So what, so I've got a smile on
But it's hiding the quiet superstitions in my head
Don't believe me
When I say I've got it down

Everybody is just a stranger but
That's the danger in going my own way
I guess it's the price I have to pay
still "everything happens for a reason"
Is no reason not to ask myself

If I am living it right
Am I living it right?
Am I living it right?
Why Georgia, why?

Sunday, November 06, 2005

110 Pound Club

OK, so I hit this last week, but forgot to share. Hard to get excited when I'm still fat, albeit 110 pounds less fat than I was 10 months ago. Can you tell I'm in a cheery mood today? * insert sarcastic chuckle*

Decisions, Decisons...

Are there really such things as Quarter-Life Crises? Seriously, it seems like every issue that's coming up in my life right now is a big, life-altering decision. I think I'm stuck between being a kid and an adult, but I'm not sure where to go from here. Anyone have a Magic 8 ball that I can consult? Because that would be easier than all of the fighting the 2 sides of my brain are having right now. TIA!