Airplane anxiety

I don't have it anymore :D On all 4 planes this past weekend I fit in the seat, and the seatbelt fit- no extender necessary! This was such a huge goal of mine, and I'm so thankful that I've made it this far. Got to keep pushing on...

Keeping up with the Jones'

As I sit here self-tanning, I thought I should write out what has been going through my mind the past couple of days. Why am I so worried about what others think of me? When Brook and I went to the beach, I was so worried about how my fat ass would look on the beach. But I opened my eyes and you know what? There were other fat people there. Not only fat people, but scrawny people, old people, even unnaturally hairy people. Did they care to flaunt their stuff in public? No. So I didn't either.

A lot of times this past year I've said "I want to buy a house" or "I want to buy an expensive designer handbag" or "I want a convertible." What the hell is wrong with me? I don't need those things, I have perfectly fine things for someone my age. Hopefully this new revelation will stick with me longer than 48 hours.

A mini-vacation

Last weekend I went to visit Brook. It was a great trip, other than being stuck forever and a day in Newark. Anyway, I thought I'd share a couple of pictures.


Wine is good!

The Biggest No-Go

So, I found out today that I wasn't selected for the show. It's ok though. I've already lost 136 pounds and am more than halfway to goal. It would have been an awesome experience, but I know I can do this on my own. Thanks to everyone for your support, good vibes, and warm wishes :)